okaye great apparently i got tons of stuff to do but im not attempting to lift myself off the comp and stop myself from listening to music . i guess thats just why im not in any of the smart classes .
honestly , not that i wanna be though .
by right i should be somewhere else now . but i wasnt given the choice to decide . so i guess today is stay home day barhs D:
haiyo why like thatt .
and recently im not feeling too good either .
been dropping downwards .
i dont know if its pressure or just .
just . thinking too much . i need a break . but i know i wont get out of that world oncce i persude my self to drop in .
ahh helppp .
i honestly havent really been myself recently .
how how howw .

i just keep thinking back on that one chance i had to get closer . but i was just 3 days close . and i left . just like elissa says , that scar will forever remain there . i will always rmb the thousand tears i left behind as this trail . everytime i look back i see the happiness we shared but it was torn apart . i really wanted to go back i had no choice being restricted .

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