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Saturday, January 31, 2009

im tired of these thoughts but i dont dare to run away from them.
since when do i ever lose the courage to .
i havent been in the present recently and when i woke up i realised it was all the past .
the past i can nvr life my leg to step over it .
the past which brought me happiness .
i guess the facts are just that im so hurt i wanna run .
not from reality , not from you , but myself .
i keep telling myself you will be there for me when i need you
but its proven .
oh wells i guess all this gotta end .
but i doubt it'll be soon .
until i mange to get myself to lift that leg i used to have uninjured
which is not quite possible .
why dont i just live that happy me that was all so cant be bothered .
but now i got the responsibilty .
not to bring happiness to myself
but to others .
though im not sure im up to it
cas if i was , i wouldnt be typing these .
typing these to show i cant handle it anymore
typing these to prove that i need you there when i cant run anymore .
help me lift that leg over
help me let go of the past
help me to stop thinking of my incapablity
which i always am and always will be .


6:50 PM